so sick...

I'm absolutely sick of loving you, sick of being the one who cares, who understands, who's always fucking there. You either care or you don't, you'll either reciprocate or you won't. You either want a part in my life or you fucking don't. Stop pretending, no more bullshit, just leave me the fuck alone if I'm no longer worth a man sized effort. I'll no longer make or accept excuses, I'm done teaching people to walk all over me and treat me like a back-up, a safety net. Handi-capped or not, over weight or not, I do not actually need you, each day that I leave my house I get reminded that I'm a catch. That I am still worth everything. I'm sick of our same old games it's tired and so am I. Thank you.