Wednesday, February 16, 2011
On Monday I went in for a psych eval ordered by social security and long term disability to help them determine my eligibility. The psychiatrist asked me curt yes or no questions that I feel were somewhat unfair then ran me through a gamut of cognitive tests remarkably similar to the ones from the hospital and rehab, I expected to breeze through them when we started assuming it had been over a year and I should have made tons of gains... not even. It was humbling and terrifying and I left feeling embarrassed, dejected, and emotionally/mentally bruised. FUCK!!!!!!! I'm trying not to spiral but I feel I'm losing the war fast.