Saturday, April 3, 2010

I wonder...

How do I know that if I give in now and let my focus shift to  whatever part time work I can manage, contributing what I can; that rejoining the rat race won't inevitably stagnate my recovery for good.  Can anyone guarantee that I'll still get back to 100 percent while I relent from my efforts now and push that toward a job?  If not, it's too big of a risk to me.  I won't chance it.

Friday, April 2, 2010


You shown me the what I've always wanted someone I am into, to feel.  You seem to reciprocate exactly what I've prayed for, what I'd always secretly hoped for.  Someone that I choose, to choose me as well.  I am blessed.

Thursday, April 1, 2010